2009-04-28

openscarf: (Namaste)
2009-04-28 09:20 pm

everything

Tonight I was lucky enough to sit with an amazing friend, she is my teacher and my friend; we meet every month, physically. It was so calming and healing, I melted and softened; I came in full of venom and when I told her that she laughed and said, great! The most awesome response. She says feel everything. So hard, but if you're not, then what are you doing? My shell is thick. You can do anything you want to my psyche but you can't touch my soul. Right on.

Had a cool chat on FB last night about trains in the night, love, lonliness, my LJ friend triplescorpio was part of it too and I thought it was powerful. One night, 3 states, 3 trains. I love the subject and am still thinking about it.

I wish the nights were twice as long as the days. When I was younger and a night person, it seemed so. There are things I want to do, but I'm tired. My brain is full of ideas, words, things I want to write, things I want to share. I feel very on the verge...

What is next?