tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-31:972658 openscarf openscarf 2011-10-09T19:03:43Z tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-07-31:972658:113527 2011-10-09T19:03:43Z 2011-10-09T19:03:43Z melancholy public 0 I woke feeling a bit blue this morning, in truth, I went to bed feeling a bit blue. I think I&nbsp;suffer from a feeling of lack, when good things are happening, I fear they'll stop. I see it, which is good. Because a lot of things are beautiful right now;&nbsp; I'm a bit off balance. I'm not sure that's a bad thing though. I&nbsp;need my time in silence.<br /><br />I meditated and did some practices and could feel strength pouring into my core. I just downloaded several new yoga practices, I&nbsp;may just do yoga all day. I've cleaned a bit,&nbsp; done laundry, will chat with parental units, then get on the mat. I feel like being very quiet.<br /><br />Yesterday I went to my neighborhood library branch and returned Jonathan Franzan's Freedom. What. A. Read. He is a brilliant writer. The library was closed due to lack of funding. The main library is downtown, but I'm not in the mood for the ugliness of downtown today.<br /><br />After a lot of yoga, I'm going to start rereading The Savage Detectives by Roberto Bolano. That will keep me busy. I want to read 2666, but will try to find a used version since it will take a long time to read. Last time I read Savage Detectives I was transported, inspired, confused, entertained, renewed. It's an amazing book. Anyone read it?<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=openscarf&ditemid=113527" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments