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Kind of off track with my normal diet and yoga routine.  The 800mg ibuprofen and the erythrocin (for my fractured tooth) have put me in alterered states, I'm no good on medicine.  Stomach aches, inertia and edgy feelings.  I thought about why I just can't get ready for a fun trip when I'm in tip top shape or at least my normal eating and yoga and walking routines and then I just say BLERGH!  Fuck my little anal routines.  Eat (overeate) the soft carbs, be edgy, let my stomach poof out.  I'm in the moment.  I need the medicine, take it.  Will deal with oral surgeon upon return from Yosemite.  The second referral seemed norma, actually compassionate and has heard of my "victim insurance."  I'm reporting the office I threw $135 away on yesterday to some entity for having that hideous, unsanitary, not to code, pathetic bathroom. I also reviewed them on Yelp.

Despite not being able to do my kamikaze yoga and simply doing my flow here at home along with what my work mate calls prison exercises, I have been sleeping great and dreaming (remembering) complex colorful interesting dreams.  Autumn is here, I wonder if this is my new favorite season, although I may say that at each ushering in.

The only thing and what's been challenging to remember in the last week or so, is my conscious invitation, recognition and realization that there is an infinite supply of opportunities...this meditation works for me.

Yosemite in about 40 hours.  Whoohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!