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[openscarf]

I keep my journal close-by while I'm sleeping to scribble dreams and thoughts. Great idea, rotten execution. I don't want to wake myself up completely to write them down because I'm afraid I won't fall back to sleep, so I don't. This has been going on for months. And months. Now that I'm sleeping better, I've got to overcome this. Last night I had what I believed to be really creative ideas I wanted to explore, as usual I repeated them to myself several times and then went back to dreamland. In the morning? Nothing, per usual. Maybe the trick is to wake up more completely after the dream or thoughts? Half awake is no good, I have no will power. Wide awake, there would be no choice.