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It's going to be a long week.  When you care and are into the World Series, it's rather excruciating.  I phill the Phillies were off and the Yankees were on, but they were so annoying, that damn pitcher fist punching in the first inning.  I don't like that, clearly I'm in the minority.  I like the stoic unreadable pitchers and the daredevil playful tire out the pitcher and basemen, base stealers.

I watched the game in a bar downtown with a few friends who either didn't have a favorite or were Yankee fans.  The space was nice the tv's were great, but there were very few baseball watchers there.  I think it's ok, it would have been hard to be in a room of Yankee fans.

They went on to a little bar where one of the friend's band was playing, but I opted out of that 2nd chapter and came home.  I'd had enough of the group, not interested in another couple of hours in a bar, especially with a later crowd.

I've been thinking about my tooth and the dentist's decision that I should have it pulled.  I'm not sure I should, yet.  There's a deep pocket which indicates gum disease which can be managed, so far. I'm not sure what is fractured if anything.  The tooth has all ready had a root canal, I have no pain and it's not loose.  I think I'm going to wait for something more severe to happen.  I'm just not feeling that the extraction and then the whole process of the implant is necessary at this point.  I feel rushed into it; it's a lot of money that insurance only partially covers and if it's not necessary yet, I don't want to do it.  I'm going to call the dentist's office tomorrow and see if I can chat with the dentist to hear what he says about waiting.

I feel overwhelmed, low energy, anxious, can feel myself drifting off.   I'm going to see my therapist again to help deal with this latest phase, I'm in, appointment Monday.

My friend and neighbor downstairs is having  a Night of the Dead gathering tomorrow.  I'd like to go.  She has an amazing influence on me, calming and deep.  I don't think I'm hiking or doing anything majorly physical this weekend other than yoga.  Sleep sounds really good.  Cleaning up around here and figuring out a writing piece.

I wish today was Friday.  Oh well...we may be able to leave early tomorrow.