Writer's Block: Caution, Meet Wind

[Error: unknown template qotd]It's been a very long time.  I feel that I used to do nothing but throw caution to the winds, I was rarely cautious.  I wanted what I wanted, when I wanted it.  I didn't suffer whom I perceived to be fools and would move on to the next experience.  I spent what little money I had, I went where I wanted to, I knocked on and answered doors in the middle of the night, I passionately rejected what I perceived as any type of conformity.  All gut and hormones and not wanting to miss anything. With all that blowing around in the wind, I missed out on finding peace and stability, resulting in often being lonely and insecure.  Which propelled me to seek answers in spirituality, lots of reading and writing.  Buddhism, Sufism, yoga, age...all have helped quiet me.  I'd like some impulsiveness back.  And am working on that.

Great prompt.